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I was solo last night at the dental clinic. Ooh~~~it was terrible, I was totally panic and I could not do the job well. I felt so sorry to the Dr. Chen, because my panic made the OD procedure became difficult. But I thought he was a nice guy, because he didn't yell on me. After last night, I thought that I remembered the all procedure of OD. It's the only good news last night.
I felt so tired for this part-time job. Maybe I will quit it, when I finish this month. In the view of the investment, the tutor job has the more investign rate than this part-time job. So, maybe I should take Henry's advise to find the tutor part-time job. I think that I can be a chemistry tutor then I can practice my favorite subject and make money at the same time. That maybe is a better way to earn the money.

I have did my part-time job for 10 days, I still feel nervous to be a assistant. Yesterday, jiajia said: " Wrong is wrong, just to be blamed, it's no big deal!" That's right! I am always afraid that when I did something wrong, I will be blamed. But I forgot that no body is perfact, and I am not a genius. I shouldn't push myself so hard. After I heard what jiajia said, I got a hint. Suddenly, I understood what I was afraid of. So, I should learn how to relax myself, to learn how to get a trick. I know that I will get better and better to this job.

Today I talked to the Dr.Chen, whose are the dentist, about why I need to get this part-time job.And he mentioned a good point: the ability of anti-pressure. Because I am the kind of person who is easy to get nervous. So, when I was side of the dentist to give him some assistance,I was very nervous, even a little scared. I was afraid to hurt the patient and drag the dentist work. That was the most pressure to me to be side of the dentist.
But, in the other views, maybe I just need some relax, not to be so tense, then I should do this job well.

OH! My God! I am so tired tonight, because this is my first time to do the assistant job. I should prepare the basic things on the table, then went to invite the patient into the room. After the dentist give the treatment, I clean the table as soon as I could. Then prepare things for next patient. And I often forgot someting to do. My superviser will queation me seriosly. That made me more nervous. Ooh... it was a tough night. The more exciting thing was that I suck the saliva of the patient, when they opened their mouth. I did my best to do the all thing well.I was afraid that I will tie down to other people.
I hope I can adapt the enviroment quickly. Go! Go! Go!

Today is my 3rd day in the dental clinic -my part-time job at night. I saw the dentist perform the exodontics. It's so bloody in the patient's mouth. The dentist looked like use his all energy to pull the tooth, I was be side of the dentist and I thought that the patient must feel unconfortable. Ooh... It's must be hurt.
This is my part-time job. It's a little busy job, but I like the job. It's interesting to see the performace of the dentist and know more about the dental things.